Nan Goldin

Nancy Goldin (born September 12, 1953) is an American photographer and activist.

Her work often explores LGBT subcultures, moments of intimacy, the HIV/AIDS crisis, and the opioid epidemic.

Goldin was born in Washington, D.C. in 1953 to middle-class Jewish parents, and grew up in the Boston suburb of Swampscott, moving to Lexington in her teens.

Goldin's father worked in broadcasting and served as the chief economist for the Federal Communications Commission.

Goldin had early exposure to tense family relationships, sexuality, and suicide, as her parents often argued about Goldin's older sister Barbara who ultimately died by suicide when Goldin was 11:"This was in 1965, when teenage suicide was a taboo subject. I was very close to my sister and aware of some of the forces that led her to choose suicide. I saw the role that her sexuality and its repression played in her destruction. Because of the times, the early sixties, women who were angry and sexual were frightening, outside the range of acceptable behavior, beyond control. By the time she was eighteen, she saw that her only way to get out was to lie down on the tracks of the commuter train outside of Washington, D.C. It was an act of immense will."Goldin began to smoke marijuana and date an older man.

She left home by age 13 or 14 and subsequently lived in various foster homes.

At 16 she enrolled at the Satya Community School in Lincoln, MA.

A Satya staff member (existential psychologist Rollo May's daughter) introduced Goldin to the camera in 1969 when she was sixteen years old.

Still struggling from her sister's death, Goldin used the camera and photography to cherish her relationships with those she photographed.

She also found the camera as a useful political tool, to inform the public about important issues silenced in America.

Her early influences included Andy Warhol's early films, Federico Fellini, Jack Smith, French and Italian Vogue, Guy Bourdin and Helmut Newton.

She began documenting the post-punk new-wave music scene, along with the city's vibrant, post-Stonewall gay subculture of the late 1970s and early 1980s.

Goldin's first solo show, held in Boston in 1973, was based on her photographic journeys among the city's gay and transgender communities, to which she had been introduced by her friend David Armstrong.

While living in downtown Boston at age 18, Goldin "fell in with the drag queens," living with them and photographing them.

Among her work from this period is Ivy wearing a fall, Boston (1973).

Unlike some photographers who were interested in psychoanalyzing or exposing the queens, Goldin admired and respected their sexuality.

Goldin said, "My desire was to show them as a third gender, as another sexual option, a gender option. And to show them with a lot of respect and love, to kind of glorify them because I really admire people who can re-create themselves and manifest their fantasies publicly. I think it's brave".

Goldin admitted to being romantically in love with a queen during this period of her life in a Q&A with Bomb "I remember going through a psychology book trying to find something about it when I was nineteen. There was one little chapter about it in an abnormal psych book that made it sound so ... I don't know what they ascribed it to, but it was so bizarre. And that's where I was at that time in my life".

Goldin describes her life as having been completely immersed in that of the queens.

"I lived with them; it was my whole focus. Everything I did – that's who I was all the time. And that's who I wanted to be".

However, upon attending the School of the Museum of Fine Arts in Boston, when her professors told her to go back and photograph queens again, Goldin admitted her work was not the same as when she had lived with them.

Goldin graduated from the School of the Museum of Fine Arts in 1977/1978, where she had worked mostly with Cibachrome prints.

Her work from this period is associated with the Boston School of Photography.

Following graduation, Goldin moved to New York City.

She was drawn especially to the hard-drug subculture of the Bowery neighborhood; these photographs, taken between 1979 and 1986, form her slideshow The Ballad of Sexual Dependency—a title taken from a song in Bertolt Brecht's Threepenny Opera. Later published as a book with help from Marvin Heiferman, Mark Holborn, and Suzanne Fletcher, these snapshot aesthetic images depict drug use, violent, aggressive couples and autobiographical moments.

In her foreword to the book she describes it as a "diary [she] lets people read" of people she referred to as her "tribe".

Part of Ballad was driven by the need to remember her extended family.

Photography was a way for her to hold onto her friends, she hoped.

The photographs show a transition through Goldin's travels and her life.

Her most notable work is The Ballad of Sexual Dependency (1986).

The monograph documents the post-Stonewall, gay subculture and includes Goldin's family and friends.

She is a founding member of the advocacy group P.A.I.N. (Prescription Addiction Intervention Now).

She lives and works in New York City.

Most of her Ballad subjects were dead by the 1990s, lost either to drug overdose or AIDS; this tally included close friends and often-photographed subjects Greer Lankton and Cookie Mueller.

In 2003, The New York Times nodded to the work's impact, explaining Goldin had "forged a genre, with photography as influential as any in the last twenty years."

In addition to Ballad, she combined her Bowery pictures in two other series: I'll Be Your Mirror and All By Myself.

Goldin's work is most often presented in the form of a slideshow, and has been shown at film festivals; her most famous being a 45-minute show in which 800 pictures are displayed.

The main themes of her early pictures are love, gender, domesticity, and sexuality.

She has affectionately documented women looking in mirrors, girls in bathrooms and barrooms, drag queens, sexual acts, and the culture of obsession and dependency.

In the book Auto-Focus, her photographs are described as a way to "learn the stories and intimate details of those closest to her".